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Why am I happiest with you
when my heart is closed and uninviting


Why is it I think of you right now
as it rains just outside


Why is it that it's your voice
that I pretend to always hear
because it lulls me to sleep


Why is it that I can't find a way to smile
when you're sad
And that nothing can seem to make me sad
when I see you smile


Why do I care so much to think about you everyday
when it only brings sad thoughts
And why do I feel empty
when I am not thinking of you


Why do I still make myself believe
that you and I will never be
When I comfort myself in hoping
that you may be in love with me


--
lei